On the other side he is so smart, funny, kind, loving, speaking almost 3 languages- 2 fluently. He can be challenging many times but who is perfect in this world and yes he can sit still and behave well too.
Gabriella is my beautiful 2 years old daughter and she was born blind.
When she was 8 months we found out that she wasn't only blind, she was diagnosed with Mowat Wilson Syndrome. It is a very rare syndrome and is even more rare to be blind having that diagnosed. That in itself is super duper challenging to fulfill her "purpose" in this world, I mean she is not in the "NORMAL" list at all as the world would say.
If you search the word normal it means- conforming to a standard; usual, typical, or expected.
Yes exactly she is not a "standard" girl in this world nor EXPECTED.
'I believe in God our Father
I believe in Christ the SonI believe in the Holy Spirit
Our God is three in one
I believe in the resurrection
That we will rise again
While I was singing the chorus i saw in my mind myself holding Gabriella in my arms with Morten and Emilio on our side singing and walking and looking at the different season in life declaring that song over and over. That the doctors, specialist, genetics can say things that may happen to Gabriella but we believe in God our father that have designed a life full of purpose for her, that knows her destiny, we believe in Christ the son that he went to the cross and died for us and by his wound we are healed, we believe in the Holy Spirit that whenever we are doubting, sad, confused he empowered us to keep going giving us the conviction that there is no other name to believe than Jesus.
In The Message Bible in Psalms 139:13-16 says:
"Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out; you formed me in my mother’s womb. I thank you, High God—you’re breathtaking! Body and soul, I am marvelously made! I worship in adoration—what a creation! You know me inside and out, you know every bone in my body; You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit, how I was sculpted from nothing into something. Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth; all the stages of my life were spread out before you, The days of my life all prepared before I’d even lived one day.
Like David wrote on Psalms God have shaped us, formed us and know all the stages of our lives. And as I said before the world wants us to live a "standard" life, an usual life, an ordinary life to "FIT IN" but seriously who is perfect in this world. Not even the people that looks perfect are satisfy with themselves. Not even people that are talented thinks that they are good enough. Maybe because we don't feel that we accomplish with the worlds standard which is that perfect universe that doesn't really exist and I think many people are fighting for it and then they stop dreaming because they weren't good enough!
Even parents pressuring the kids to be "perfect", to reach even the milestones before they should, to be the best sport player, singer, dancer, a genius, etc... We are so busy thinking that our kids and family need to be the best because life is full of competition that we forget the most important thing in their lives that is LOVE.
Life is full of challenges and is up to us to choose how do you want to live.
I got my vision of life back because of my Gabriella and that's another story.
We are all different in this world and we all have different purpose in lives.
While I was singing the song, God reminded me again that is all about love. And that's why I've been CHOSEN to be Gabriella's mom to love her with my everything. It's all about changing your perspective of life. Some people may see us like poor you with a girl that is blind, a girl that is disable, that doesn't sleep much and many other things that I don't need to mention... if you see it like an ordinary life, yes I understand, but my family is not ordinary is extraordinary, because we see life in a different way, our eyes have been opened, our hearts have been change. Our world is bigger than before. Yes in your eyes we have a girl with special needs, but in our eyes we have a girl that is able to change the history and the mindset of this world :-)